Tis Feeling of Boredom

Ok. It's a weekend once again, and once again I am inside my room for a whole day, facing my laptop. My room mate, Lich, is now currently in a family reunion in Pampanga. She goes home every Friday, leaving me all alone in our room. It's not that I don't know anybody inside the dorm. In fact, there's Nins from Sci-high, Pakson, Chai, Maico?, Naomi, and Corazon from Pisay Visayas, I kind of like know them. There's also Choli and Gella, whom I always hang out and eat with. I could always hang out with this people but I don't like them to think of me as clingy. We all live separate lives; we have our own ways and paths. But still I can't help this feeling of boredom welling inside of me. I want to go to the mall but the heat! The heat! It's burning!

I just ate cup noodles for supper which I didn't finish.. I even vomited some of its contents. Seriously, it was disgusting. The noodles were all soggy and the smell was unappealing. I promised to myself that I would never have cup noodles for supper again. Eww. I'd rather eat biscuits for the whole day than eat those cup noodles again.

At least, I have a laptop. If I didn't have a laptop, I would really die of boredom. Seriously. The TV at the area wouldn't even help me relieve my boredom. Speaking of the TV, "wala jud kay madungan bisag magpaduol pa ka." The TV is simply useless. 

I'm not really complaining. I'm just kind of describing my situation. I'm still happy that I am still here in UP Diliman. And hopefully, I will graduate with honors, if possible. I kind of need to prove myself because I made a lot mistakes in my high school life, especially in my fourth year. I was totally a failure and a loser, a disgrace, if I may add. But that's all in the past right? I just need to move on. Yes! Move on!