Saturday, March 29, 2014

No Means of Egress for Selfishness

Sometimes people can’t help but be selfish. Maybe it’s a part of human nature itself. Maybe it’s the devil’s way in bringing us to his side. Nevertheless, most human beings are selfish in nature, thinking mostly of their comfort; always trying to live inside a perfect bubble of comfort and security.

If humans are selfish, how do you rationalize these bouts of kindness we continue to see every day? Are they trying to help other people out of personal gain? Or are they trying to appear charitable, it is deemed appropriate by many? I've read an article stating that helping others makes one feel good about themselves since it releases a hormone called cortisol. Bottom line is still the same – people help other people because of self-satisfaction.


I admit I am cynical but looking around us who wouldn't be. People are killing other people out of anger and rage. Politicians are corrupting the masses to maintain their luxurious living. The church which preaches kindness and honesty is full of scandals. People are robbing other people in order to survive in this highly materialistic world. Selfishness is inevitable; it is part of life.

Friday, March 28, 2014

Summer Project

   Summer time is fast approaching here in my beloved country. The heat, the unbearable heat will continue to last for days and weeks. Some people may enjoy summer but never me. I would never find the appeal of those hot scorching sand and warm waters. Personally, Despite hating the idea of summer, I will try to develop an irenic relationship with it. I will not to be feckless in my summer internship. I'll try not making fulsome compliments to my colleagues and my superiors and will try to develop a cordial relationship to people that I do not know. 

    For me, summer is the time to undertake a new project. The ambitious me would like to accomplish the following tasks this summer: 1) create a romance manuscript for the Precious Hearts Romance Books; 2) Try taking crossword puzzles as a possible hobby; 3) Finish reading my long bought Anna Karenina book; 4) Finish my Durarara story and try starting a Klaine fic; 5) Learn a new language; 6) Learn a new instrument.

     Who knows? I might accomplish this partial list of summer projects. I condemn this internship for I would have really like to go home to my hometown. Nevertheless, sacrifices should be made for the greater good.

*Note: I would try to incorporate into my posts the new words I have learned from vocabulary.com.

Word list:
1) irenicdescribes something that is peaceful
       The word irenic is from the Greek word eirēnē, which means peace. Eirene was the Greek goddess of peace. She was one of the Horae, or Hours, and she also represented the season of spring, so she is often depicted holding a full cornucopia. Today, the adjective irenic still maintains its peaceful meaning, and governments are continuously searching for irenic solutions to world problems.

2) feckless - irresponsible and incompetent
        Did you know that most varieties of English are in fact “feck”-less? They don’t contain a word feck, only the negative counterpart feckless. The “feck” in feckless began as a short form of effect used in the Scots dialect. So feckless essentially means "ineffective," but is also used to describe someone who is irresponsible, incompetent, inept, or without purpose in life.

3) fulsome exaggerated and usually insincere
        Hundreds of years ago fulsome used to mean "abundant," but now it's more often used to describe an ingratiating manner or an excess of flattery that might provoke an onlooker to mime gagging. If you find fulsome to be a rather clunky word, there are several fun (if vaguely stomach-churning) synonyms, including buttery, oily, oleaginous, and smarmy.

4) cordial - friendly and sincere
        In Middle English, this adjective meant "of the heart," borrowed from Medieval Latin cordiālis, from Latin cor "heart." This core sense of "heart" can be seen in the synonyms heartfelt and hearty. The noun cordial originally referred to a medicine or drink that stimulates the heart, but its current sense is "a liqueur."

To avoid plagiarism, please note that above definitions were taken from vocabulary.com.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Tis Feeling of Boredom

Ok. It's a weekend once again, and once again I am inside my room for a whole day, facing my laptop. My room mate, Lich, is now currently in a family reunion in Pampanga. She goes home every Friday, leaving me all alone in our room. It's not that I don't know anybody inside the dorm. In fact, there's Nins from Sci-high, Pakson, Chai, Maico?, Naomi, and Corazon from Pisay Visayas, I kind of like know them. There's also Choli and Gella, whom I always hang out and eat with. I could always hang out with this people but I don't like them to think of me as clingy. We all live separate lives; we have our own ways and paths. But still I can't help this feeling of boredom welling inside of me. I want to go to the mall but the heat! The heat! It's burning!

I just ate cup noodles for supper which I didn't finish.. I even vomited some of its contents. Seriously, it was disgusting. The noodles were all soggy and the smell was unappealing. I promised to myself that I would never have cup noodles for supper again. Eww. I'd rather eat biscuits for the whole day than eat those cup noodles again.

At least, I have a laptop. If I didn't have a laptop, I would really die of boredom. Seriously. The TV at the area wouldn't even help me relieve my boredom. Speaking of the TV, "wala jud kay madungan bisag magpaduol pa ka." The TV is simply useless. 

I'm not really complaining. I'm just kind of describing my situation. I'm still happy that I am still here in UP Diliman. And hopefully, I will graduate with honors, if possible. I kind of need to prove myself because I made a lot mistakes in my high school life, especially in my fourth year. I was totally a failure and a loser, a disgrace, if I may add. But that's all in the past right? I just need to move on. Yes! Move on!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Time Flies So Fast

I just graduated high school last three weeks. I will be opening another new door in my life. I will be writing another chapter in my book. I will add new notes to my composition. I will be creating another path for me to explore, to discover and to improve.

I will be going to college.

Truthfully, I don't think I'm that ready to step into that new world. The world which I think is suited for adults and for mature people. I don't think I have the confidence to go into the world where everything seems so far out of my reach. Yesterday, I felt like I was still in high school. Now, that I think about it, I am already out of high school. Yesterday, I felt like I was still enjoying my high school days. Now, as I face reality, I am so out of my high school days.

It seems everything was like yesterday. But I shouldn't worry because yesterday was yesterday, today is a new day. Right?

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Like a Soaring Bird

Seriously, I haven't blogged for days already. I need to update.

Now, that I am officially free I have always felt that I am always floating in CLOUD 9. No responsibilities. Nothing to worry about. It's as if I can do anything that I want now. I am a bird who has realized how vast the sky is and how prepared I am to venture to the beyond. It's embarrassing at first but then you get started to get used to it. After getting used to it, people will get used to it and then the gossip will die down. 


Now, that I am free from any restrictions. I can feel that I can express myself more properly. Lately, I felt that I am more confident than before and that I can always find a reason to smile. The past still haunts me but I try to put all those wasteful thoughts at the back of my head. I try to remember the lines that gave me the courage to move on. I try to become a better person.

Some may say I haven't changed even one bit but I have strong feeling that I am starting to change for the better, like a flower that starts to bloom. I can now make jokes casually and laugh even at the lamest of jokes. I feel that I am quite satisfied at my life as a student, and as a friend. I try to start mending the broken threads of faith and patch up the holes in my life. Everyday I try; Everyday I fall; Everyday I rise again.

The future might still be in a blur but I am happy and contented of what I have now.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Quote for the Day

"Living in Envy is like living in hell."
                                                                                             -Kathy Amores